Crazy

its screaming inside my head, i know i should listen,
but it's making me so confused, do i take this way or follow my heart,
following my heart is the best thing for me, but following my head could be too,
what should i do, i'm so confused,
i wanna do this, i wanna do that,
but i have to pick one,

Which one, should i pick,
the right way or the even righter way,
they both seem pretty good for me,
but only one can be chosen,
i just can't make up my mind,
it's mixing my life up, its making everything really weird,
i better make up my mind before i go crazy.

Making this decision could affect my life,
not even a good way, its making me feel really low,
i need to choose, right now,
This way looks better than the other way,
yet my head is telling me the other way will help me in future,
i think its time, time to make the choice.

Which one, should i pick,
the right way or the even righter way,
they both seem pretty good for me,
but only one can be chosen,
i just can't make up my mind,
it's mixing my life up, its making everything really weird,
i better make up my mind before i go crazy.

I know what i'll do, i'll follow my heart,
i'll take the path that suits me best,
i know that this is the right decision for me,
it will make me feel really high,
it's already working, i can't believe,
that the process was that hard,
it is really easy.

Which one, should i pick,
the right way or the even righter way,
they both seem pretty good for me,
but only one can be chosen,
i just can't make up my mind,
it's mixing my life up, its making everything really weird,
i better make up my mind before i go crazy.

Heartbroken

HeartBroken

Seriously why do I bother, all that happens is I get hurt again and again,
I get warned but never pay any attention to them,
When really I should, that would save me from feeling this low,
Feeling this low doesn't feel good, I would rather not feel this way,
But when you have had your heart broken, you have no choice.

Being heartbroken, is the worst feeling,
It feels like your heart has been ripped out and torn to pieces,
Why do I go through this so much, is it because of the way I look,
Is it because of the way I act, I would love to know why,
Why people say no so often, it's getting stupid,
I feel like this so much, it's the feeling of being heartbroken.

I hate this, I spend so much time in this position,
Crying, wondering am I worth it, but I know I am,
So why should I let a simple heartbreak,
Lower my opinion of myself, it's wrong,
I know who I am, that's all that should matter,
Not what someone else makes me think of myself,
It's possible for me not to care, it just isn't.

Being heartbroken, is the worst feeling,
It feels like your heart has been ripped out and torn to pieces,
Why do I go through this so much, is it because of the way I look,
Is it because of the way I act, I would love to know why,
Why people say no so often, it's getting stupid,
I feel like this so much, it's the feeling of being heartbroken.
Heartbroken, I'm Heartbroken. Yet again.
Ohhh.

I'm Over It, Just Stop

I'm Over It, Just Stop

If I'm too different or too weird for your liking,
Then take a look at the record your playing,
Change it to your own, Take it off mine,
If I'm not what you class, As being normal,
Then open your eyes, Check your in your own world,
I think you'll find your not,
I think you'll find it's my world your changing,
Get out of my world and into your own.

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
just look at me now, walking my own path,
doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

I'm not want you fancy,
But please won't you,
Stop pushing me backwards,
I'm happy the way I am,
so I'm not gonna change,
It's not what you want,
But it's exactly me,
You've got your eyes focused on one thing,
making me miserable

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
just look at me now, walking my own path,
doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

Change is all you want from me,
you don't care about me,
I never really thought you did,
i'm sick of all the change,
it's holding me back,
from doing the things I love,
it's stopping my life,
from moving forward,
I need to move forward,
not backwards as your making it go,
Please just leave me alone.

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
Just look at me now, walking my own path,
Doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

It's becoming to much,
For me to handle,
It's destroying me bit by bit,
Little piece by little piece,
It's getting hot in here,
I need to cool it down,
I need to move on with my life,
Without you holding me back,
Sending me back a few years,
Remembering those days,
when you weren't around,
making my life miserable.

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
Just look at me now, walking my own path,
Doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

Faith

Faith

Hanging on by a thread
wondering if she'll make it
sitting beside her bed
holding her hand
praying to god
she'll continue to live on this land
For her and her only
I have to believe
I don't wanna end up lonely

ohhh

its tearing my apart
seeing her like this
but at least its a start
on the road to recovery
i'm dreaming of the day
that we can walk outta here
i'm going out of my way
to make sure she has the best care
But I have faith

yeahh

I hear yelling and screaming
coming from her room
I see she's sitting
up on her bed
she smiles at me
waves me over
I wander to be
beside her
she says quietly
thank you for all you've done
smiles silently
I smile back

Ohhh

its tearing my apart
seeing her like this
but at least its a start
on the road to recovery
i'm dreaming of the day
that we can walk outta here
i'm going out of my way
to make sure she has the best care
But I have faith

Impossible

Impossible

Walking away

without you

has to be

the hardest thing

i've ever done,

but I know

it's for the best

for both

me and you.

Oh

I need you

around

I want you

to be with me

all day

forever

for all enternity,

it just isn't

possible,

mainly because,

your gone,

and your not coming back,

any time soon.

It's just impossible.

It hurts me so much,

to know,

you'll never know,

how i feel,

even though,

I would like you to know,

I have learnt that,

telling boys things,

never works out,

they tease, they bite,

but thats just guys.

Yeahh.

I need you

around

I want you

to be with me

all day

forever

for all enternity,

it just isn't

possible,

mainly because,

your gone,

and your not coming back,

any time soon.

It's just impossible.

Falling For You

Falling For You

Verse 1:
Talking to you,
feels like the sun,
being with you,
is heaven,
sitting next to you,
is sending me haywire

Chorus:
I'm acting this way,
well i don't really know,
as far as i know, there can be only one explanation,
i think I'm falling for you

Verse 2:
I'm sitting here,
dreaming of you,
just waiting,
for the perfect day,
when you and i,
become one.

Chorus:
I'm acting this way,
well i don't really know,
as far as i know, there can be only one explanation,
i think I'm falling for you
(Repeat Chorus)

Ohhhhh

My Inspirations

A lot of you are probably wondering, who are my inspirations,

well they would be The Jonas Brothers and Jason Parker,

The Jonas Brothers, are my inspiration because of the amount of courage they have, some of you might not know about Their courage, it doesn't matter, because they are amazing, i look up to them for good reasons.Guys, if by some chance, you actually read this, never stop what your doing, You are my role models, continue on your dream, i'll be a fan forever.

Jason, is my inspiration because of the way he looks on life, the way he tackles things, he is so inspirational, he is my hero, i look up to him, Jason, i know you will end up reading this so hear goes..... Jason, your my role model, your voice is amazing, you tackle things superbly, never stop being you, your fine just the way you are.

Thanks to my inspirations. You Guys Rock.

Your Mine

Your Mine

Verse 1:
Feeling kinda hyper,
jumping around,
feeling this way,
cos i know.

Chorus:
Your mine,
i know you are,
your mine,
i can now survive,
your mine,
at my side,
ohh your mine.

Verse 2:
Your touch,
is like an angels,
your smile,
sends me to heaven,
my mind has led me,
in the right direction.

Chorus:
Your mine,
i know you are,
your mine,
i can now survive,
your mine,
at my side,
ohh your mine.

Verse 3:
wanting something outta reach,
it's too far,
it's killing me,
i need you with me,
i need you right beside me.

Chorus:
Your mine,
i know you are,
your mine,
i can now survive,
your mine,
at my side,
ohh your mine.
(Repeat Chorus)

Tell Me Why

Tell Me Why

Verse 1:

I'm sitting here,

crying my tears out,

onto my pillow,

is it really worth it,

going after something

that causes me,

so much pain.

Chorus:

Tell me why,

why do I bother,

tell me why,

why did I go against,

my beliefs,

it doesn't make any sense,

its simply not me,

I've changed,

because of you,

tell me why.

Verse 2:

My friends,

tried to tell me,

that you were not worth it,

that you be the reason,

for so much pain

why didn't I listen,

if I had listened,

would I be crying my tears out now,

I don't think so.

Chorus:

Tell me why,

why do I bother,

tell me why,

why did I go against,

my beliefs,

it doesn't make any sense,

its simply not me,

I've changed,

because of you,

tell me why.

Verse 3:

I feel like my heart,

has been torn out,

torn into a million pieces,

this has happened before,

you'd think I'd learn,

am I stupid or something,

I don't know,

I'm so confused,

I'm certain about one thing though,

I'm never going to walk this path again,

it hurts so much.

Chorus:

Tell me why,

why do I bother,

tell me why,

why did I go against,

my beliefs,

it doesn't make any sense,

its simply not me,

I've changed,

because of you,

tell me why.

(Repeat Chorus)

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Tonight

Tonight

Verse 1:
Well now time,
time to talk,
time to decide,
whether i end this dream,
whether i continue believing.

Chorus:
Tonight, is important to me,
it should be to you too,
tonight, is the night,
i figure things out,
tonight, is the night,
the last i'm gonna revisit this story,
tonight is ahead of me, tonight.

Verse 2:
I'm sitting on the floor, you walk in,
the room lights up, but is that enough,
to make me choose you over my dream,
i'm gonna need more than that.

Chorus:
Tonight, is important to me,
it should be to you too,
tonight, is the night,
i figure things out,
tonight, is the night,
the last i'm gonna revisit this story,
tonight is ahead of me, tonight.

Verse 3;
The time has come, its time to choose,
i think, whats more important, boys or life,
i know, i'll go after my dream,
sorry son, i'm having you.

Chorus:
Tonight, is important to me,
it should be to you too,
tonight, is the night,
i figure things out,
tonight, is the night,
the last i'm gonna revisit this story,
tonight is ahead of me, tonight.
(Repeat Chorus)

I'm Alone In This World

I'm Alone In This World

Verse 1:
I am crying out,
i wanna be heard,
i want people to listen,
i have feelings too,
i have something to say,
i feel like i'm alone in this world.

Chorus:
It's like you don't care,
even though i know you do,
i try to speak my thoughts,
half the time, i don't manage,
to finish what i'm saying,
this world is not a dictatorship,
atleast not from my point of view.

Verse 2:
My thoughts are expressed in song,
it may seem weird to you,
but for me it helps,
my mouth is my worst enemy,
i don't have control even though,
i need to have some,
feels like i'm alone.

Chorus:
It's like you don't care,
even though i know you do,
i try to speak my thoughts,
half the time, i don't manage,
to finish what i'm saying,
this world is not a dictatorship,
atleast not from my point of view.
(Repeat Chorus)

You Mean Everything To Me

You Mean Everything To Me

Verse 1:
You've been through everything with me,
your always there for me,
your simply amazing,
this is for you,
you mean everything to me.

Chorus:
If you were to go,
i'd have nothing,
i don't ever wanna lose you,
i need you in my life,
you tell me if something is stupid,
because your honest, i cannot ask for more,
your the best friend i've ever had,
i wanna have you around forever.

Verse 2:
We talk the talk,
we walk the walk,
the best part is doing it with you,
you help me so much,
i try to help whenever i can,
you mean everything to me.

Chorus:
If you were to go,
i'd have nothing,
i don't ever wanna lose you,
i need you in my life,
you tell me if something is stupid,
because your honest, i cannot ask for more,
your the best friend i've ever had,
i wanna have you around forever.
(Repeat Chorus)

Longing To See

Longing To See

Verse 1:
Someday, we'll ind each other,
somewhere, in the world,
i'm looking for you,
i'm waiting for the right moment,
to let you know how i feel.

Chorus:
Longing to see you,
longing to see your smile,
it was so amazing,
what we had,
why did it have to end,
i'm longing to have you.

Verse 2:
I've finally found you,
i have told you how i feel,
you just laughed and threw it back in my face,
i am ashamed to say i ever liked you,
your nothing but a loser,
but i'm still.

Chorus:
Longing to see you,
longing to see your smile,
it was so amazing,
what we had,
why did it have to end,
i'm longing to have you.

Verse 3:
Maybe one day i'll find,
someone better than you,
but i guess i'll have to wait,
for my time, which isn't now.

Chorus:
Longing to see you,
longing to see your smile,
it was so amazing,
what we had,
why did it have to end,
i'm longing to have you.
(Repeat Chorus)

Get Over Here

Get Over Here

Verse 1:
I'm missing you,
and it's tearing up my heart,
i know what i'm feeling is true,
every part of me is screaming inside.

Chorus:
Get over here,
i need you,
we're mean't to be,
your all i can think about,
i see your face, everywhere i look,
get over here.

Verse 2:
I'm sorry, for all the trouble i've caused,
i didn't know then, how i felt,
but now i do.

Chorus:
Get over here,
i need you,
we're mean't to be,
your all i can think about,
i see your face, everywhere i look,
get over here.

Verse 3:
Please find it in your heart,
to forgive me,
i have learn't my lesson,
being away from you
was torture alone.

Chorus:
Get over here,
i need you,
we're mean't to be,
your all i can think about,
i see your face, everywhere i look,
get over here.
(Repeat Chorus)

Oh Yeah.

Don't Walk Away

Don't Walk Away

Verse 1:
A dream is a precious gift,
a gift, one should not take advantage of,
love, can be tough, it should mean the world.

Chorus:
Don't walk away,
if you do, you'll regret,
walking away,
don't walk away,
from your troubles,
face them head on,
don't be afraid to stay,
don't walk away.

Verse 2:
I believe your stronger than this,
please don't prove me wrong,
you are capable, i know you are,
walk up not away, be brave.

Chorus:
Don't walk away,
if you do, you'll regret,
walking away,
don't walk away,
from your troubles,
face them head on,
don't be afraid to stay,
don't walk away.

Verse 3:
I can't set my hopes to high, in case all fails,
in case you break your word, i'm afraid,
afraid that you'll let yourself down,
oh, be yourself, don't try to be someone, your not.

Chorus:
Don't walk away,
if you do, you'll regret,
walking away,
don't walk away,
from your troubles,
face them head on,
don't be afraid to stay,
don't walk away.
(Repeat Chorus)

The Protect JB Program Theme

The Protect JB Program Theme

Verse 1:
We have had enough,
it's time to make a change,
it's time for us,
to join together,
to stop the hate,
it's getting outta hand,
it's starting to hurt people.

Chorus:
Come with us, start the journey,
toward the ultimate goal,
the goal of stopping hate once and for all,
we are capable, i know we are,
we need your help.

Come on, come on,
Hey!! Hey!!(x2)

Verse 2:
Help us please, we are certain,
you hate to be hated,
so show you care, lend a hand.
Oh yeah.

Chorus:
Come with us, start the journey,
toward the ultimate goal,
the goal of stopping hate once and for all,
we are capable, i know we are,
we need your help.
(Repeat Chorus)

Spoken: Lend a hand, help us.

Hope

Hope

Verse 1:
I had my dreams,
my dreams of you,
but now,
i know,
there gone for good,
i still like you,
but what use,
are feelings,
if all that is gunna happen,
is i'll get hurt again.

Chorus:
You were a crush,
thats all you'll ever be,
a simple boy,
in my complex mind,
it doesn't make sense,
i guess,
i'll have to give up,
theres no point,
going for something,
that'll never happen,
but i guess,
all i can do is hope.

Verse 2:
i spent days,
thinking of you,
for what,
i couldn't stop,
thinking back to you,
you were in my mind,
day in day out,
but now,
your gone,
and thats how,
i plan to keep it,
from now on,
why waste time,
on something so silly,
when of course,
its gunna end in tears.

Chorus:
You were a crush,
thats all you'll ever be,
a simple boy,
in my complex mind,
it doesn't make sense,
i guess,
i'll have to give up,
theres no point,
going for something,
that'll never happen,
but i guess,
all i can do is hope.
(Repeat Chorus)



Please Note: This song is no longer about someone special, i am over this person for good, he is not worth worrying about. He treats me badly and i have had enough, i'm over him..

We Are One

We Are One

Verse 1:
We are the same,
no matter what you say,
although you may think,
i'm not like you,
we are much alike.

Chorus:
God created us to be one,
for us to show others that life,
is most important, whether it be,
animals or us, we are one.

Verse 2:
Family honor, can not be,
touched or smelled,
so why do people seem to think,
that if someone brings shame,
that they have the right to take their life,
its not right, it needs to stop.

Chorus:
God created us to be one,
for us to show others that life,
is most important, whether it be,
animals or us, we are one.
(Repeat Chorus)

Your The One

Your the one

Verse 1:
It came to me, that i need you,
i thought i didn't anymore, but i guess, i was wrong,
i need your touch, your smile,
i really need you.

Chorus:
Your the one, your my one love,
you are in my mind, day in day out,
i see toward the beautiful moonlight,
its like your eyes,
Your my one love, one love, oh.

Verse 2:
I'm wandering nowadays,
wondering whether its worth the trouble,
whether i should follow this trail,
i see you in the distance, and my heart soars,
i know my feelings are real, i just know.

Chorus:
Your the one, your my one love,
you are in my mind, day in day out,
i see toward the beautiful moonlight,
its like your eyes,
Your my one love, one love, oh.
(Repeat Chorus)

There's No Need

There's no Need

Verse 1:
As i was standing there, you came along and asked me if i was alright, i simply replied with.

Chorus:
No i am not alright, No i am not fine,
i'm sick of the carry on, sick of the drama, i want it all to end, i want to just disappear away from everything, it's all drama, carry on, and there no need.

Verse 2:
It's happening all over again,
i don't want it to, but do i have a choice, no, years pass, still being asked the same thing, "are you alright" and still i answer with.

Chorus:
No i am not alright, No i am not fine,
i'm sick of the carry on, sick of the drama, i want it all to end, i want to just disappear away from everything, it's all drama, carry on, and there no need.
(Repeat Chorus)

My Friend (Dedicated to Nick J, )

My friend.

Verse 1:
Hello, was what i said when i became your friend
we became the best of friends,
sometimes we fight, sometimes we laugh,
but you will always be my friend.

Chorus:
My friend, you are my friend, will always be,
we share things, but do not share with others,
we have fun, doing what we love,
when sadness hits, your there for me,
and i am for you,
because we are friends.

Verse 2:
Like the other day, i had a fight with my ex,
you were there for me, i will be when you need me,
Although we have our mishaps, we get over it,
and your still my friend.

Chorus:
My friend, you are my friend, will always be,
we share things, but do not share with others,
we have fun, doing what we love,
when sadness hits, your there for me,
and i am for you,
because we are friends.

Verse 3:
Friends care for one another,
They dont backstab each other,
friends speak the truth,
friends trust each other,
i know i can trust you.

Chorus:
My friend, you are my friend, will always be,
we share things, but do not share with others,
we have fun, doing what we love,
when sadness hits, your there for me,
and i am for you,
because we are friends.
(Repeat chorus)

Welcome

Welcome to my blog,
My name is Ashleigh, this blog was made so i can show the world, my songs i have written. I hope to put my skills to good use one day. So comment and let me know what you think. Thanks

Some of my songs are quite personal to me.
As they are about personal experiences i have been through before.

~Ashleigh