Crazy

its screaming inside my head, i know i should listen,
but it's making me so confused, do i take this way or follow my heart,
following my heart is the best thing for me, but following my head could be too,
what should i do, i'm so confused,
i wanna do this, i wanna do that,
but i have to pick one,

Which one, should i pick,
the right way or the even righter way,
they both seem pretty good for me,
but only one can be chosen,
i just can't make up my mind,
it's mixing my life up, its making everything really weird,
i better make up my mind before i go crazy.

Making this decision could affect my life,
not even a good way, its making me feel really low,
i need to choose, right now,
This way looks better than the other way,
yet my head is telling me the other way will help me in future,
i think its time, time to make the choice.

Which one, should i pick,
the right way or the even righter way,
they both seem pretty good for me,
but only one can be chosen,
i just can't make up my mind,
it's mixing my life up, its making everything really weird,
i better make up my mind before i go crazy.

I know what i'll do, i'll follow my heart,
i'll take the path that suits me best,
i know that this is the right decision for me,
it will make me feel really high,
it's already working, i can't believe,
that the process was that hard,
it is really easy.

Which one, should i pick,
the right way or the even righter way,
they both seem pretty good for me,
but only one can be chosen,
i just can't make up my mind,
it's mixing my life up, its making everything really weird,
i better make up my mind before i go crazy.

Heartbroken

HeartBroken

Seriously why do I bother, all that happens is I get hurt again and again,
I get warned but never pay any attention to them,
When really I should, that would save me from feeling this low,
Feeling this low doesn't feel good, I would rather not feel this way,
But when you have had your heart broken, you have no choice.

Being heartbroken, is the worst feeling,
It feels like your heart has been ripped out and torn to pieces,
Why do I go through this so much, is it because of the way I look,
Is it because of the way I act, I would love to know why,
Why people say no so often, it's getting stupid,
I feel like this so much, it's the feeling of being heartbroken.

I hate this, I spend so much time in this position,
Crying, wondering am I worth it, but I know I am,
So why should I let a simple heartbreak,
Lower my opinion of myself, it's wrong,
I know who I am, that's all that should matter,
Not what someone else makes me think of myself,
It's possible for me not to care, it just isn't.

Being heartbroken, is the worst feeling,
It feels like your heart has been ripped out and torn to pieces,
Why do I go through this so much, is it because of the way I look,
Is it because of the way I act, I would love to know why,
Why people say no so often, it's getting stupid,
I feel like this so much, it's the feeling of being heartbroken.
Heartbroken, I'm Heartbroken. Yet again.
Ohhh.

I'm Over It, Just Stop

I'm Over It, Just Stop

If I'm too different or too weird for your liking,
Then take a look at the record your playing,
Change it to your own, Take it off mine,
If I'm not what you class, As being normal,
Then open your eyes, Check your in your own world,
I think you'll find your not,
I think you'll find it's my world your changing,
Get out of my world and into your own.

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
just look at me now, walking my own path,
doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

I'm not want you fancy,
But please won't you,
Stop pushing me backwards,
I'm happy the way I am,
so I'm not gonna change,
It's not what you want,
But it's exactly me,
You've got your eyes focused on one thing,
making me miserable

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
just look at me now, walking my own path,
doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

Change is all you want from me,
you don't care about me,
I never really thought you did,
i'm sick of all the change,
it's holding me back,
from doing the things I love,
it's stopping my life,
from moving forward,
I need to move forward,
not backwards as your making it go,
Please just leave me alone.

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
Just look at me now, walking my own path,
Doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

It's becoming to much,
For me to handle,
It's destroying me bit by bit,
Little piece by little piece,
It's getting hot in here,
I need to cool it down,
I need to move on with my life,
Without you holding me back,
Sending me back a few years,
Remembering those days,
when you weren't around,
making my life miserable.

I don't need all of what your giving me,
I don't need all of what I'm getting,
It isn't helping me in anyway, I'm finding it hard to deal with,
It's not like I need your acceptance,
Although you seem to think I do,
I most certainly don't need your guidance,
I'm doing okay on my own,
Just look at me now, walking my own path,
Doing what I want, not what you and your friends want,
I'm over it, Just stop.

Faith

Faith

Hanging on by a thread
wondering if she'll make it
sitting beside her bed
holding her hand
praying to god
she'll continue to live on this land
For her and her only
I have to believe
I don't wanna end up lonely

ohhh

its tearing my apart
seeing her like this
but at least its a start
on the road to recovery
i'm dreaming of the day
that we can walk outta here
i'm going out of my way
to make sure she has the best care
But I have faith

yeahh

I hear yelling and screaming
coming from her room
I see she's sitting
up on her bed
she smiles at me
waves me over
I wander to be
beside her
she says quietly
thank you for all you've done
smiles silently
I smile back

Ohhh

its tearing my apart
seeing her like this
but at least its a start
on the road to recovery
i'm dreaming of the day
that we can walk outta here
i'm going out of my way
to make sure she has the best care
But I have faith